I went on vacation over the fourth of July, and I had a ball. I traveled with a couple friends from under-grad who I love dearly, and we not only caught up on old times and where we are now, but we also experienced new things and explored a city (Austin, TX) that I can now say is one of my favorites.
However, I’ve now hit a wall.
Note: Please forgive the tardiness of this post, as it was meant for August 2016.
Do music artists ever know the name of a song before it’s written?
I knew what I wanted the title of this blog post to be before I crafted the first sentence. My life has recently been immersed (much more than usual) in the awareness of different cultures, that I couldn’t possibly overlook the effects on my mindset.
I don’t really listen to podcasts, though the episodes I have tuned into have been pretty okay. I feel the same way about TV. I just can’t seem to find anything that truly pulls me in, not regularly or often anyways.
However, I was listening to the podcast Millennial the other day, and I heard something interesting. The podcast (at least the first 6 episodes or so) are about being a young adult with a college degree, no plan, and a lot a nerves about the decisions you’re making.
Basically it sums up my current state of mind. So that’s cool.
This. Is. Not. A. Thing.
I have to tell myself this each and every time your name lights up my phone. Each and every time.
I promise it’s not because you matter a great deal to me. It’s not because I want you to ask me to be your girlfriend. It has absolutely nothing to do with YOU.
It’s me.
If not, you’re really behind on my life, come on, what have you even been doing? Keep up!
Anywho, I moved this year. I got a new job and made the leap to a different place and comfort zone if I’m being honest.
This all stemmed from a fear of being stagnant. I woke up on New Year’s Day 2016, and realized that I hadn’t really made any forward motion in the past year.
And it scared me.
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